gezzz im almost 21 in 4 days... kinda scary. its weird too because i dont want to get wasted? lol, i have 2 parties at 3 different places that are throwing them for me. tilt, bar, and alleycat. kinda fun and good to know lots of people in the club business. i quit ulta, i just work at bar now... i get more rest now. niceeee. me and chris got a ( Read more... )

i really do love chris, and its scary ( Read more... )

so me and chris are together now... im actually really happy. we get along very well, its scary... although sometimes we can both be very jealous if the other is talking to a girl or guy, but other than that lol. he comes over all the time, and we just chill and watch movies... and everytime i work at bar he comes up there to see me. i never go to ( Read more... )

im so tired, and im actually lonely... i hate it ( Read more... )

im so damn tired, my life is going so fast these days.. i cant keep up ( Read more... )

i feel a lot better. i went out last night and i was soo nervous... shahn came up to me and asked how i was and if i was okay? i ignored him and just said, yeah... then went up to him later and we talked... and basically he said what i did didnt bother him and he doesnt want me to act like i dont know who he is when i go out.. and he knew i wasnt ( Read more... )

i hate people... well guys i should say ( Read more... )

ive been going out wayyy to much lately... ive been everyday since weds. jesus. im actually going to get a job in the nightlife soon, not sure where i want to work yet, but ima do it. i know a lot of people in the nightlife now, so i gots the hook up ( Read more... )

Last night i got so wasted and fucked up, i cant remember much. i just remember asking myself what im doing with my life, and erin told me i was just like my brother. that shit hurt ( Read more... )

fuck him, i havent heard from him... fucker.
i hate guys really... why am i even sad? and when im sad, i just want to get fucked up.... shitttt

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