So they say fake it until you make it, right? Does this work for happiness too? Cos I am not happy. Having said that I am not as unhappy as I was last year. Not in the least. But then I dont know many people who were like me last year. It was a year of swinging between misery and apathy. Understandably so, but miserable to experience ( Read more... )

So I've not written on this since 2005 which is crazy, but my head is a mess and my friend suggested writing. So I thought I would give this a go and see where I end up with it. I doubt anyone will actually read it but that's not really the point of it. I just want to get my thoughts down to maybe explain why I am the way I am. So here goes nothing ( Read more... )