ok...so ive come to the conclusion that im gonna be alone till i die, and im not even upset about it..

ide say i dont wanna talk about it but in all honesty, i dont even kno where to start

to have clear skin? i havent had it since i was like, 7 or 8 years old and i woke up with 3 HUGE pimples and they hurt and i cant even cover them up and now i have to go to work. its disugsting. if i came into a bakery and some1 who looked like me tried helping me, ide ask for some1 else. ive tried everything htat i can, and i cant take accutane ( ( Read more... )

hey sorry to every1 for not exactly being "here" or "There." in fact im not sure where the hell ive been the past couple days or what ive been doing but im not myself rite now...so, yah..

so as if its not bad enough taht every1 else is leaving, my good friend jon calls me today and told me that hes going to move to hawaii. WTF THATS SO RANDOM. hes like "yea idk wen im coming back" k so ill now have like, 2 friends in my life. great. whatever, at least i have good friends :) great friends ( Read more... )

so i was wearing shorts and a tank top wen i realized that i felt like a fatass so i switched to sweatpants and a sweatshirt and feel much more comfortable now. however, its 93 degrees out and i think i mite die. AHHHHHHHHHH..i think im gonna go for a run now...

i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered and i cant explain what happened and i cant erase the things that ive done ( Read more... )

my heart keeps tellin me that you could be my meant to be...

u kno who u are

straylight run "no perfect ending ( Read more... )

ive been feeling kinda depressed all day and i realized why ( Read more... )

i want a baby. its not even like, i think they're cute. its like i want one. i wanna watch it grow up. i want it through each stage of its life. idk, i gues im scared of my own life going nowhere, so i want to start a new life, and help them get somewhere. i want to find out im pregnant, be pregnant, have a baby, thorugh the good and the bad, and ( Read more... )