i hate my skin..again..another post like this. i hate it, ive been using retin-a for a cuple weeks, and it is helping a little but it wont solve anything. i dont like seeing myself smile or be happy, ebcoz some1 so ugly w/ such bad skin doesnt deserve anything good in life or to be happy or anyhting..

today actually started out alright. before school, i sat in my car with matt and we ate breakfast together. i really like having him in my life..hes a good friend, someone who just feels "familiar ( Read more... )

so today is my brother's 23rd birthday. as you know (meaning all like, 2 or 3 people that read my lj) he ewas in the army/iraq for a couple years, and came home in the winter. everyday was so long, and slow, and running home from school everyday to turn on the news to see if your brother got killed is no way to live. so as one can only imagine, ( Read more... )

woot! yah so today i turned 18. lemme tlel u..this weekend sucked ( Read more... )

lets see, its like, 9 something in the morning, and im not in the mood to be awake. i def earned a nap for today. allie called me becoz we're supposed to chill at some piont today, but rite now shes in court. eek. i hope it goes ok..shes got a lot going on rite now ( Read more... )

so fucking erik wasnt allowed to help my friend out the other day, or almost wasnt allowed to, becoz of fear that i wuld be there. and who made up this rule? his ugly, troll like, disgusitng bitch of a girlfriend. she will remain nameless, acutally, ill call her the troll. so i call erik today to tell him not to talk to me and im taking him out of ( Read more... )

so i told my mom that i was tired, and i was lying down on the couch downstairs, and now she thinks im depressed. what pissed me off even more was me hearng her and my dad talk about it, and apparently they have been for a while. ugh. just becoz they're crazy doesnt mean that i am. im just tired and i want space, theres nothing wrong with that. my ( Read more... )

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i have to say taht every1 and everything is making me sick. mike im sorry im being a bitch to you but...ugh whatever im not explaining any of it..