Lady told me a story and the room started rolling,

I wasn’t anchored to the ground anymore.

I could have floated up or sunken down to the sloped floor,

sideline wreckage of the stuff she’s endured.

I’m reduced to sea life, drifting invertebrate.

She delivered them evenly,

blows so blunt and wide they stole my gravity-

no telling how she keeps hers.

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I changed that thing I put up before.

Behind your eyes 
        (Bluer than anything)
I start to think I can see
Cells, bubbles of atoms of you
Bounce and spark
        (Thud on a few fallen by the wayside
        Casualties of different times
        [don'tgoback])
Chemicals pass, tiny liquid
Strains, courses through grooves and
Ignites
        (Things I don ( Read more... )

(You really don't have to read this. It is what it says: therapy! Yay ( Read more... )

It is fall. The weather is perfect. My absolute favorite kind.

I have new glasses.

Wearing them, I can see every leaf on every tree. Bright green and some yellows and oranges starting to arrive. Really fucking gorgeous against the blue blue sky.

I am in love.

Someone is in love with me back.

My friends are the smartest, wittiest, most independent, ( Read more... )

I wonder how many of my friends still check on LiveJournal. Only a few, I'm pretty sure. Which is good. Much better than Myspace, because I can feel less guilty going on about things. Like how much has changed in a few months. And how much has changed in a few weeks. And how the hell I've managed, without trying, to make someone...I don't even know ( Read more... )

I'm not sure you people realize how cool I am.

My favorite kind of people are the people that, when you meet them, they are instantly your friend. Not in a fake over-doing-the-friendly-thing way, just in the way that you know they're cool with you and you don't have to worry about impressing them. You are their friend until proven otherwise, not the other way around. I hope I'm that kind of ( Read more... )

Me: [Sufjan Stevens'] new CD isn't even about a state so that worries me, maybe I should wish for him to reach his goal of doing all 50 states.
Me: That should give me some nice karma.
Me: Wishing for the well-being of the careers of others.
Me: ...Maybe that wouldn't help his career.
Sagen: I feel like nobody can make 50 albums.
Me: I feel like ( Read more... )

And what I meant by that was, MY world isn't really exploding, no emo crap like that, it's just like the world in front of me is exploding, and I'm just standing here like "What the FUCK is going on?" Kind of like watching Poseidon. Things calm down for a second and you think they're about to be safe and then BOOM, everyone's dying and the WATER ( Read more... )

Why is the world EXPLODING in my face?