yeah so i know i tell everyone that im fine but idk, i dont think that i am but im not sure
i feel like im ok and that everythings good
but i have def changed. im more mellow and its weird and i've been snapping at people too
i dont know maybe i need some help moving on
bleh i cant even write this ive lost all will to do anything really
-manda

so i havent been on in forever i had an amazing camp summer and have made the best friends and love them all i cant wait til next summer to see them all again ( Read more... )

i have never been more excited for summer in my whole entire life lol
on the road to being a senior!!!
camp ramah, seeing old friends and making new ones
and a big transformation for me!
this is gonna be the best summer ever

hope everyone else has a good summer also
lots of love
♥mandee

stayed home today to take care of my brother ( Read more... )

so sick

i might have what perillo had

today was horrible
i have a swollen thyroid gland
i might have mono
and i am so dizzy i was falling all day today

but i still have to go to school tomorrow
i dont know how i am going to do that
and my parents made me scrub the bathroom while i was sick ugghhh

so dizzy right now
ttyl
mandee

ok so friday ( Read more... )

as for my last post, sort of depressing ( Read more... )

my family is dying
and there is nothing i can do
i feel so helpless
i just want to crawl up into a ball and hide in my closet forever

so was pretty depressed this weekend ( Read more... )

so break has been good so far ( Read more... )