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sparrow16

my ture thoughts

Apr 26, 2005 19:41

well screw this i haven't been on this site in a month and um tired of writting what i think will please people. the last entry was a test to see if any one read , and if they did a test to see if they would make a commit to let me know that i still had friends. i dont,... plane and simple as that. even my best friends didnt say anything. i read ( Read more... )

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menrfilthyswine April 27 2005, 02:44:06 UTC

i'm sorry jericka :*(

sparrow16 May 14 2005, 19:50:53 UTC

im just going to call you guys and exprees my self because the gay jorunal is pissing me off...it wouldn't let me post. well if this post i tink i my just shit my self but if i do i will clean up before i call you. well here it goes

hollow_impath14 April 27 2005, 02:57:11 UTC

jericka, well, i'm just going to write you an email to explain all of this, but yea, i was dishonest, but in part it was because things came up and i was so afraid that you'd be mad i didn't want to confront you about it, such as the plans with brittany and such. i honestly didn't mean to hurt you, i tried not to, which made it worse. i love you, and you're stuck with me, you just may not get to see me very often. i'll write you an email and thoroughly explain myself, cause i don't exactly feel like going into great amounts of detail on livejournal (this thing still creeps the crap out of me).

killtheswine April 28 2005, 01:55:27 UTC

I'm sorry Jericka... I still love you SOOOOO much and miss the fuck outta you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3

love Rita PIta

sparrow16 May 14 2005, 19:34:43 UTC

i love you too rita but i feel like im just a frogoten friend. nobody calls me and my only outlet into your life is this stuped journal. ever sence i left i have been extremly depressed because i felt like i lost my friends. then kimmy started calling me more and i realized that i didnt and i waited and waited for you or jenn to call me just to say hey hows life, or to says hey can you hang out this weekend but it never happened and i dont blam you who would really want to talk to me anyway i feel like i annoy the shit out of every one and that nobody can stand to be around me for more then a few houres. i hate being out in the fucking middle of gods no-where because nobody wants to drive out here to hang out. even though i am about five minets away from homestead my dad is so anle that more then liky if any one came out here i wouldent be able to get in a car and go anywere with anyone. but thats just my life oh and to top it im out of somkes. well im going to get off and give you a big b-day hug via the phone so when ever you get ( ... )

killtheswine May 14 2005, 19:58:41 UTC

sorry I never call I'm VERY bad about calling people.. I never even get around to calling my bestest friend lives in Hobart witch is like 3 hours away and I never get to write her back or anything.. so please know that I don't do it intenaly because I don't.. I just never call anyone the only person I ever call is Jenn and thats just to see like when shes comeing over or something.. sorry but I gotta go..I do love and miss you teribaly... bye byes

love Rita Pita