i can't really talk about how i feel right now. i just had one of the most amazing, most relaxing weeks of my life, but at the same time it gave me a lot of time to think, and naturally when i have time to think i'll have a reason to make an lj post. however, lj isn't quite safe for that anymore, so i'm pretty much fucked. every time i think of ( Read more... )

Wish I told her how I feel ( Read more... )

i still feel like shit. i suppose the good news is, the healing process can finally begin. it won't be easy, and it may never be the same, but at least it's a step in the right direction ( Read more... )

I really can't explain how i feel right now, but whatever it is it's worthy of an lj post. Maybe i'll make a long detailed post when it's all over, maybe i won't. whatever it turns out to be, it was four months in the making, and thank god it is finally almost over

after months of emoness
we are back, and...

EVERYTHING IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!

....that is all

I think way too fucking much....mk that's all ( Read more... )

well, it's my birthday. as i look back on my lj posts from last year at this time i can't help but think about just how much i have changed...and on a different level, how much i haven't. True, in many ways i am most definitely not the same person i was a year ago (hell, i'm supposedly an adult now)...but underneath everything, i'm still the ( Read more... )

i think this is about the longest period of emoness i've had ever. it started about a day before my last post and is still going strong ( Read more... )

nobody can possibly understand how unbelievably shitty i feel right now. it feels like my entire world just came crashing down before my eyes...and in some ways, it just did...and no, i'm not just being dramatic this time.

yep, you guessed it...it's that random ass time again where i'm feeling depressed for no reason and for some strange reason feel the need to make a post about it on lj ( Read more... )