Why can't everything just be simple...that's all i wanna know ( Read more... )

While doing a project on depression last year i learned that a main sign of depression in males is being an alcoholic workaholic who stays emotionally detached from others. This is the male's way of keeping his mind off of the depression and keeping up a normal front ( Read more... )

I have the best friends ever...thanx guys.
Even when i'm fake being happy i can always count on one of my friends to make me really feel happy.

i <3 all of you.

i hate having to appear to be so goddamn happy and perky all the fucking time when i'm really torn the fuck up on the inside. There's just so much going on and i don't know how to handle it and no one can help and all the while i have to go around acting like every day is the best fucking day of my life...FUCK!!!! i fuckin hate being an actor ( Read more... )

OMG!!! My brother is hell of pissing me off today so i NEED to rant about it ( Read more... )

if anyone knows who "Just2kool4u7" is, i'd like to have a word with them...

i know this probably won't make a difference, and i know i shouldn't care, but i do

...that is all

I'm thinking of submitting this to lit mag, it's mostly a compilation of past poems. comment and let me know what you think ( Read more... )

this is how bored i am. i actually did lj shit:

Joined a new comm (suburbanlegends) cuz i fucking love them!
Realized i was still in hawt secks and left.
Cleaned up friends list and such.

not that it's important, but it felt kinda good to tie up those loose ends.

One seemingly disconnected action helps get rid of all confusion ( Read more... )

Have i really changed that much ( Read more... )