I'm holding on your rope ( Read more... )

so i'm thinking i'm going to stop writing in this thing. i barely update as is, although i'm not around anyone that would read this anymore, so maybe it will start to serve a more fulfilling purpose ( Read more... )

i have a new cell number because of my relocation to austin. i also have my new address for the apt. if you want to know what either is, hit me up and i'll get it to you.

it funny really. i would give anything right now to go back a month, two months, a year, two or especially three years ago from today. why do things always happen every year on june 11? last night sucked, and i don't know if things will ever be the same with that situation. i've realized that i have absolutely no sense of normalcy in my life right ( Read more... )

i think i'm more lonely now than when i first got home from state. i was surrounded by some of my best friends this weekend and then almost over night everyone was gone...including my parents, because they're in alaska. so i have this empty house and a list of jobs my parents left, and i've only been by myself for a few hours and i'm already ( Read more... )

i've only been here for a week and a half and i'm going crazy. my parents, especially my mom are starting to become unbareable. and its not just me, everyone except for joe agree with me that they are being unreasonable and my mom is more crazy than normal ( Read more... )

So in case there are still people out there that don't know what is currently going on with my life. For starters, I finished finals last Thursday, and you would think that means that I'm just partying it up this week, when really I'm still just as busy as usual. Second, I was flown out to Austin last Thursday through Sunday to take a look at the ( Read more... )

1. tonight was the last apo meeting
2. i'll admit it, i cried
3. after the meeting i got drunk with my brothers
4. it was a good time
5. i'm going to austin this weekend
6. wish me luck

i turned in my two weeks at best buy. its weird committing to getting rid of your source of income without knowing what your next source of income will be. that and i'm just the kind of person that likes to make plans and know what will happen and when ( Read more... )

its funny how the irony in my life makes my life worth linving. a year after will and i break up, this happens. and i wonder if it could get any better. i'll update more on that later.

in other news, my sister moved to PA, scott and steph moved into their new house, sydney turned 1 today, and i should have a new nephew any day now.

life is grand.