I guess even I didnt realize how much this whole situation, which I am not even directly involved in is weighing on me. I mean I am a genuinely happy guy and for the most part fun loving. But, tonight I am at a party and after awhile I didnt even feel like being there or seeing anyone. It was not that I did not want to see anyone or that anyone did ( Read more... )

We walk through life and each day, most the time just thinking about what we think we need at that single point in time. Not about the things that we actually do need. It is not until we sit down have a nice chat with someone close to us, or maybe just some alone time that we reflect on things. It is these times, which I think it is really ( Read more... )

As we walk the path of life, we all have plans goals, things we expect to do and obtain in our lives. With each step of the way these seem to change as we reach some mountain peaks and fall into some valleys. As each new oppurtunity comes along a new set of plans and goals presents itself. Each time we make a new set of plans, we see into the ( Read more... )

of playing this game of life. Sometimes I just want to know where I am going, and whether or not I am making the right choices. But, it is these choices that get us to where we want to be. But, I cant help but wonder what might happen. I wish life was a TV and I could press the fast forward button and then rewind it when I have seen what I needed ( Read more... )

So, it seems to be that time again, time for me to put another life lesson on there, but this one has a catch, it is not finished yet. I am still not sure what is going to happen. I know what I want to happen, but we will have to wait and see ( Read more... )

as if I have turned this journal of mine into my personal soap box onto lifes lessons and the lessons it is teaching me. As much as it is about me, I would like to think that maybe other people could read and maybe learn from things, which I may not do right, and maybe something I might say might click with someone, and if that is the case than ( Read more... )

Look yourself in the mirror and like what you see ( Read more... )

So, it has been a year now since my life took an unanticipated turn for what at the time seemed to be for the worst. It has been rather interesting how everything has panned out and all has happened over the past year. So, I sit hear on this Valentines day, and I remember what it was like to celebrate it, but yet I do not miss it so much. Dont get ( Read more... )

How life works out sometimes. Just when you think everything is going wrong and you are in the basement of life, things somehow take a turn to make you see how lucky you really are. To tell you that even though things may not of worked out as you anticipated, that things worked out none-the-less. People said that we would never be able to go back ( Read more... )

So this past week has been both one of the hardest and one of the most confusing weeks of my life. I am not quite sure where I am heading or what I am supposed to be doing. I dont know if I am strong enough to do what it is that is right, which I still have not figured out yet. I feel like I am weaker than I should be, I should be stronger than ( Read more... )