HOW COULD IT END LIKE THIS, HOW COULD IT BE THAT THE WOMAN I LOVE WOULD SPEND THE NIGHT AT MY BROS? IN THE SAME BED, OK NOTHING HAPPEND, COOL, BUT YOU STILL SLEPT IN THE SAME MOTHER FUCKING BED NEXT TO EACH OTHER, BUT THATS OK I AM USED TO BE STABBED AND CUT SO IT DONT EVEN HURT NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEA FUCKING RIGHT!!!!!!!!

I really have fucked up fer real Rayvin my love is done with me and she told me that she made out with josh so that fucked me up but honestly i dont even care anymore its my fault and i know that but to be replaced in a matter of hours because i pissed her off for the first time and she used the dullest knife and cut my heart out and then acted ( Read more... )

I AM DONE FUCKING PLAYING THESE GAMES I CANT NOT GO ON IN THIS LIFE TRYING TO BE EVERYTHING EVERYBODY WANTS ME TO BE I AM ME I AM GONNA DO AS I LIKE AND IF NO ONE LIKES THAT, FUCK YOU!
i love you rayvin, and i dont think u feel the same. because i am an asshole, and u deserve better, wich u have probally found by now, IN PC!!!!!

have you ever loved someone so much you'd give it all for not the expression no literaly give it all for?

OK I have just fucked everthing up I know she says she will always love me but no if feels as if though she is just saying that out of habit she tells me one thing I hear lots of different shit from people and I dont wanna lose her. RAYVIN I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YU BACK I KNOW YOU CANT TRUST ME BUT I NEED YOU TO LOOK I AM MOVING OUT WHEN I GET A ( Read more... )

Rayvin, I love you but fer real fuck jeff he's a prick and he makes me sick ( Read more... )

gotta love the password! haha.

i can get into everything of yours boy. =) haha but i'm not a nosey person. i just like to leave you messages. =)

I LOVE YOU CUTEBUTT!

<3Ravy.

Well i kinda see that My brother and rayvin are able to talk about me and shit and how she can all the sudden confide in him "mistake". I love you Jeff, but look, i remember how you are with girls, so uh dont try to hard to "fix" things. but thank you for helping me and Rayvin with or problems anyways secretly i do appreaite "i cant spell" your ( Read more... )

Nobody wants me and rayvin to be friends they think that me being friends with her without actually being with her is just hurting her more, I think us being friends is making our love even stronger and nothing or noone is gonna change that. I tell her I love her she tells me she loves me and we both truly mean it. My family hates the fact that I ( Read more... )

Yesterday and today have sucked really bad i am going on no sleep and my eyes hurt like hell.I had to make some bad choices, i had to let go of my true love for the love of my daughter. I really dont think it's gonna last for to long cause i now realize that i CAN have both. and my baby momma is straight gonna kill me but i know i have to go back ( Read more... )