I haven't written in this thing in forever. Wow, it really has been a while.

You know your playing is shit when your director takes away your 2 solos the day before the concert.

English is retarded. Other than that, things are good.

Today was horrible. I'm going to bed.

I'm tired of retarded crap. I see drama coming up in the near future. If I've done somthing to be offensive to you in any way, shape, or form please tell me. I can't read your mind.

This summer was hard and this year so far is proving to be just the same. I had the worst phone call of my life and it left me pretty much hating myself. My family is loading me down with chores and completely running my ragid. Now I have to learn a new part to the show for this year. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I just might go crazy.

You know it's kinda funny. The one time in my life I have everything figured out, he comes back in saying the things he always says and now my life is upside down. He always does thins. I think I know exactly what I'm gonna do and then he says something to make me completely change my mind. This might be the one time in my life where I can't just ( Read more... )

It's been the longest month of my life. I'm doing well thouhg. We got a new puppy who is adorable. I hope to see everyone at school tomorrow.

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People told me the real reaction would delay its self. I was to busy moping. Well all you who told me that, you couldn't have been more right. It finally hit me today. The reality finally set in. He's gone and I can't do a thing about it. I won't be able to speak to him until december. It feels as though a part of me is missing. I've always hated ( Read more... )