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i'm going to start a new journal.

i've had this one for 6 years. i'm at a new place in my life now. it's time to pu these memories behind and start moing forward.

once i think of a name, ill start using that one

Existentialism: a philosophical movement which claims that individual human beings have full responsibility for creating the meanings of their own lives.

i don't know why i have such a hard time adjusting to my home life when i come back from somewhere. camp to home, college to home, itll probably happen when i come home from denmark...i dont know why this aprticular kind of change is so hard for me, but it always has been.

Desperate for changing ( Read more... )

for the love of god, why can't i stop caring for those who don't want to be cared for ( Read more... )

i love writing stuff then realizing its stupid and erasing it.

tonight was amazing. i love my a cappella group with all my heart.

i have a hard time letting things go. and trying too hard. i accept those as my flaws. even though i don't see item as such in specific cases ( Read more... )

i'm ready for this semester to be over ( Read more... )

ok, so, i was thinking, and i realized that i purposely scare guys away. i do. i want to be in a relationship, but i know that when i'm in one i freak out, so i start freaking out before hand so that i wont have to freak out later when it actually matters.

god, i am so messed up.