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sometimes I wonder
It's becoming more and more clear how little control I have over the world I live in ( Read more... ) -
Lost in the Abyss
I have two reports due tomorrow. One for senior project, and one for controls. I'm completely lost for both of them. I just sat in the lab for an hour and a half trying to come up with something to write for my portion of the report, and nothing. I just sat and stared at the screen. Last night, I was in lab till 9 or so working on a Controls ( Read more... ) -
fuck
i feel like i'm dropping out of school. i've got to get it together.
all i want to do is play guitar, read, work on my van, hang out with my lady friend, and not much else.
fuck school work. fuck senior project. fuck hydrogen energy club.
fuck it all.
fuck.
fuck.
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School...ness.
first quarter of my last year and i'm slacking ( Read more... ) -
EMpty
This thursday, I came back to SLO for the first time since I left in June. Strange. I walked into my house at 4 in the morning and just kind of wandered around for a little while. Taking it all in. I don't know what I expected, but what it felt like was empty. I keep thinking that there's someone missing from the household. Someone..ha. Didn't ( Read more... ) -
Summer time blues
Had a 4th of July BBQ yesterday that was fun...not much of a turn-out, but whatever, no one's in town for the summer it seems. Went to Santa Barbara twice last week: once with Colleen, which was really fun, though we probably shouldn't have spent so much money, and then again the next day to visit with Apol and Jacob. I've had my new car (89 ( Read more... ) -
sup
school's almost out. yay ( Read more... ) -
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I've been in davis for 5 days, and for the last two nights, i've sat at my dad's house reading and hangin out ( Read more... ) -
Davis craziness
So, I'm in davis. woot. it's so exciting to be here. not really. I guess I need the break from SLO. It's good to be here. i was here for all of five minutes before I hit the bars. What a rediculous night. Went hoppin from bar to bar...prolly spent about 40 bucks (i'm sorry colleen) on alcohol and food. Saw a few friends from Sudwerks at ( Read more... )