So... My dad is in rehab. I don't know for how long, but he'll be in detox until at least Tuesday and he's not allowed to have his phone.

It's weird how I can go a long time without missing him until he's gone, and then once he leaves it's like I'll never see him again.

~Heather

 Yay! I found my favorite operatic aria on Wikipedia! And it was on MYSPACE! The Flower Duet from Lakme! I officially love google.

~Heather

P.S.: If you're interested in listening to it, it's on my myspace profile. That silly song makes me either cry or fall asleep, depending on what mood I'm in. Lol.

"You don't have to be with me"

"Shut the fuck up"

"Just leave"

And yet, I stay. I expect something more, which makes this all about me. Go ahead, justify your descisions by admitting you're a hypocrit.

You sound more and more like Becca every day.

~Heather

I miss my best friend. I wish she knew how much I miss being her best friend, too. I guess we never really made that transition to high school as well as I thought we did. I feel like I'm missing a part of myself every time I see her picture or hear someone talking about her. I miss sitting next to her on the bus and during lunch. I wish she still ( Read more... )

So, I still haven't been to sleep. Hmm... Maybe it's a lost cause. I'll sleep tomorrow night... or tonight... I guess. Whatever. It's over! I'm gonna go eat breakfast and drink some coffee ( Read more... )

So, remember how I said my mom is going crazy from baking a billion cookies for three days straight? Haha. I underestimated her crazy-ness. She was sucking on a lollipop and she tried to light it instead of her cigarette, and then she tried to re-light the same used match twice. Ohman, and people wonder where I get it from.

UGH.

Someone, please call ( Read more... )

Okay, things did get better.

I found my beloved camera. It was on Brittany's floor... How miraculous. I haven't seen it for more than a month. It made me SOOOOOO happy that I started crying again.

It's my long-lost baby.

~Heather

P.S: We all know what this means... MORE MYSPACE PICTURES!!! :D:D:D

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