Life called me today, said theres gonna be a good chance that everything that starts to go right will most definitely go wrong at one point. But doesn't almost everything ( Read more... )

back from ohio, i think the first 3 days back were amazing, now everything yet again has taken its course through the construction of bad luck that ive always seemed to have since a kid. I swear it has to be bad luck or something cause every single time in my life i seriously get maybe one day of complete goodness and happiness, something terribly ( Read more... )

Hey there people, how are you? Don't know if anyone even reads what I put in here anymore but I guess it doesn't really matter. So since I left Kilwin's I have been unemployed and hating it only because of the lack of money. My parents decided after a week that I quit that they want to help me pay to go to school in Ohio. At first I thought it ( Read more... )

wow, thought shit couldnt get any worse. Kilwins thought I quit friday so no job till i find another one, friends have been pretty much pissing me off recently, family is driving me crazy, and the girls I have been talking to recently have all either been going on dates or are now dating someone. My back is still fucking killing me bad, its ( Read more... )

work is killing me. I love to work and make money but damn I really dont know how much more i can take of it. My back is always hurting, my shoulders hurt sometimes, when i get burned its to the point of why in the hell do I keep doing this same shit every single day. I wish I could just put in my 2 weeks notice and find a better job but i can't ( Read more... )

Realized today that I'm not a very repetative person, with a lot of things. For instance, working. So far Kilwin's has been one of the longest jobs I've held and it's only been like 4 almost 5 months. I just get really tired of doing the same exact thing every day of the week. I'm also the same way when it comes to writing songs. It's weird. ( Read more... )

Its for sure now, theres living proof now. I finally found it, not sure who it could be but I know they are. Someone is seriously mocking me and pointing their finger at me all day laughing. They love to see me suffer, and I still try to fight it.

He asks johnny if he wants to come hang out, to chill with him and a few buddies of theirs. Of course Johnny took his time on showing, so in the mean time me and the boys smoked from the magical smokables. All of our state of minds were altered, but in a good way of course. Laughs were all around, turning out to be a great night so far. Johnny ( Read more... )

smoking cigarettes more then i should, my hands won't stop shaking and that can't be good ( Read more... )