Past few days have been somewhat ok i guess. I got some bad ass stuff from zach bartlett yesterday for my car. I was totally amazed. Thank you very much kind sir. I've been going to backstreets a lot lately. Mainly just to be able to sit and think and let shit off my chest. I'm kind of glad I've been going so much though cause I can talk with ( Read more... )

I always love reading the people on my "friends" list lj entries. Almost every one of them is the same. Complaining about the same shit, talking about other people and how they dont like them. I can say that mine's no different then there's but, jesus christ some of their entries are pretty fucking lame and retarded. I mean seriously, if you ( Read more... )

Drive me away. Someone please just drive me away from this house, this city, this life. I don't know how much longer I can take it. Honestly. Everthing in my life is pretty good except the relationship between me and my father. My mother tells me he only treats me the way he does because I remind him of himself when he was my age. Ok, yeah ( Read more... )

Hopefully this hurricane will bring lots of bad things so I can worry about those instead of the stupid shit I already am worrying or getting aggervated about

Sometimes I seriously wish I wasnt here anymore. Or if I even existed. I know almost everyone feels like that at times but I've ben like it for awhile. Its just, I don't see myself getting better with things or feeling full of anything, just empty all the time. And I get the feeling like I'm gonna be alone for a long time and which I don't want ( Read more... )

SWEET SWEET VICTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A scream, silent inside forces out ( Read more... )

Subdued in suduction from a hallow in your eye ( Read more... )

The most pathetic thing I think a person can do is do horrible drugs constantly just because they think there's nothing better to do in this gay ass town. Especially when you know these drugs can kill you one day and if you OD on them and die, you just wasted such a short ass life. I can understand smoking the ganja sometimes but not takin speed ( Read more... )

Well last night i could sleep very well, seems like a lot of people on my friends list werent able to sleep either from the looks of their updates. Well I finally found the way to find sleep. I did something I havent done in the longest time.......................I wrote. I had things on my mind and I just wrote it all out. It's a short poem ( Read more... )