jim shroeder has made his way on my hit list. fucking color and design instructor. at first i admit he probably thought i was a fuck off being an hour late to class and having blue hair, piercings and tattoos. but honestly i do my work and i do it so goddamn well. (with the exception of having my heading in the lower right hand corner with and ( Read more... )

im not a coldhearted person. in fact i think im very in tune with my emotions. so much that it is my blessing as well as my curse. i went to my mother seeking advice on something that yes i possibly could have figured out on my own, and wouldnt it figure only my mother could turn a simple question of advice into how much of a fuck up i am and ( Read more... )

1) i was a cheerleader in highschool, quit right after football season my first year ( Read more... )

so ive been doing pretty good with the whole no smoking thing outside of shows. (i cant take on the show part yet). so anyways it was all good until dan. not to mention i had just told myself today that im done with emo/hardcore guys. like the song on dallas' myspace page: i already have a pussy, i dont need another one. not to mention that my ( Read more... )

i dont understand why some things get me so mad. for example when some girl that you just cant help but hate even though she probably deserves a chance from you, ends up dating one of your closest and best friends. i went over to his house last night to say hi and he wouldnt even answer the door when i knocked at his room. maybe im just spoiled ( Read more... )

7up is gross. my mom brought me two liters of it along with a huge box of crackers and a 25 pack of bottled water. yeah i have the flu. havent had an appetite in two days but tonight i finally was hungry and broke the rules and ate la fonda. i just got sick of white rice and crackers. my throat is all fucked up now because i couldnt breath ( Read more... )

so i totally called it. linda? tony? maybe? wtf mate? was supposed to 'get to know'geoff last night. the kid could barely say two words without falling over drunk. kinda accidently made out with parry. and i still dont know why. damn that alcohol. at least all i did was kiss him right? sewed sandons sweater, shouldve sewed it a few more ( Read more... )

so i just realized something while i was chatting with my friend andy. relationships are selfish. he said he misses not having somone there to make him feel better when hes stressed out. but hes not alone. were all like that. we get into a relationship to make ourselves feel better. what about that other person? its rare but its there. that ( Read more... )

im so busy these days running around trying to get my shit together. working for my mom and at holepunch. going to school and busting my ass to catch up because i was sick last week. i stayed up past 3 am last night studying for my huge ass anthropology test. ironically i overslept. i woke up just as my art class was starting. by the time i ( Read more... )