I just read a bunch of my old entries. I feel like I've gotten so much older, but then again so much has happened since the glory days of Happy Ending binges and hookups ( Read more... )

i completely forgot this thing existed. someone left me a comment today, that's the only reason i remembered.

The tumbled forms struggled blissfully for coherence, a battle more easily won with cigaettes in their mouths, each toxic breath a reminder of the existence of bodies. Heartbeats outside of emotion. The two wrapped and rapt forgotten by the spacial scenes of song and drinks and too many parties were set outside of their former realm. Without the ( Read more... )

Crazed ghosts cry into faded repose, responses unlimited by depths. Voids turn from eternity to closeted incarnation. Forgotten hinderances tying backwards, binding throats and cries. Sceptered threats face the unknowing pushing shoulders down from pride, into submission's hidden glance. Creation cries for a hand to pull us above the fray past this ( Read more... )

battletorn is on the rocks. don't know whether to keep it going or just give up. sucks.

thus far i have already spent an evening at a bowling alley full of white folks and then sat on a couch listening to faggot and captain beyond until 4 am. up next...weedsgiving on friday. theron says he's making pot stuffing. i doubt i'll be able to speak until saturday.

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broke my hand too...


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so so so so so so sick...

or maybe just hungover and smoked too many cigarettes last night.

herbie from valient thorr is my hero btw. so is ned for not letting me walk home alone wasted at 4:30 am.

What I've been watching ( Read more... )