could you PLEASE fuck with my head more than you already are?!

uggggggggggggggggh. dickhead.

bright side: the brother is home. we're going to see Night at the Museum or whatever it is called on Christmas Night....tradition! haha

( 2006 )

regrets, regrets, regrets...and i didnt even do anything. its just not the same...and i dont know why im expecting it to be. even going to a movie is too much too soon. especially tonight. im an idiot. i feel horrible. i feel guilty. even though i shouldnt.

i miss you like crazy...one month tomorrow and it still feels like yesterday. i would give ( Read more... )

saturday night ruled and sucked all at the same time. but all in all, im glad i went out ( Read more... )

dad's always know best. talk last night actually helped me realize some stuff. i looked at this in an entirely different way. it still fucking blows ass, hardcore. and i still miss him like crazy and would take him back in a second. but at least now, im not blaming myself for everything ( Read more... )

i miss this...


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this has to stop hurting. i cant take it anymore.

its supposed to get easier, right?

....then why isnt that happening?

i havent done one of these for awhile....

( survey )

for christmas, i would like: to go a day without crying, to be able to sleep at night, to smile and mean it, and to remember what being truely happy was like.

thats all.

q uinn says:
hes fuckn wit your head. he's fuckin with mine and i'm not in love with him

the reason why that boy is my best friend.