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i think i like the most emotionally unavailable boy in the world. so much work.

i also think im in love with the one kid who i shouldnt be. friends or more?

life would be so much better if we all had british accents and kissed on the cheek.

back from the dead. i need to find myself and this seems like a good place to start.

there used to be a time when i believed in the things i wrote. i need that back.

i have let life rob me of all my passion. for that, i will never forgive myself.

nostalgia can kiss my ass.

last night, my mother grounded me and made me plan out my future. thuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus i spent the night applying to schools. fuck that sucked. i'd much rather have gone out for corie's birthday. however, i guess now i've got that done and over with ( Read more... )

my kitten likes to eat post-it notes. and sleep at the very top of my christmas tree. she likes original kraft dinner and sour cream and onion chips. she likes christopher currins but doesnt like ryan. she likes to sleep around my throat like a big fuzzy scarf. she likes to sit in my lap while im on the computer and try to chase the mouse across ( Read more... )

my life is actually a laguna beach episode.

....minus the million dollar houses and nice cars.

im hoping for sweet hang outs tonight. fingers crossed ( Read more... )

making a mix'tape' for quinn is probably the best thing ever right now.

so is chocolate. god i love chocolate.

why is christmas the loneliest damn holiday in the world? fuck.

at this time last year, i was getting walked to my door and kissed goodnight. i was getting my feet warmed in cold basements. i was getting cute+awkward phonecalls. i was getting butterflies. i was getting smiles where my face hurt. i was feeling like the luckiest girl alive.

....i'd give anything to have that all back.

last night, i fell in love with justin benjamin. only...not. but he did make my night pretty fun.

ummmmmm...all the good things i thought that happened last night just totally got ruined by curnsey...but oh well, i guess.

yeahhhhhhhh....i've got nothing. i'd like to be happy for a little more than 6 hours though, that would be REALLY nice.

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