Night 1 at home with the parents... 13 more before NYC. ugh ( Read more... )

Graduate from PT school...check.
Found job....check.
Found apartment in NYC to relocate for new job....check.
Passed boards....in progress.
Packed.....haven't started.
Wedding number 1....days away.
Wedding number 2....month away.

Excitement level HIGH
Anxiety level EXTREMELY HIGH

confused, frustrated, rushed, uncertain ( Read more... )

Today's been actually a good day. Despite the whole being sick thing without a voice, well a meager one at that. Possible job interview lined up for NYC. News that my favorite artist of the past 6 years will be in the area not once but most likely twice in the next week. Not to mention I have great friends who bring me popsicles to make my throat ( Read more... )

My life today went from feasible to the equivalent of an airplane pilot who just lost control of their plane and they are screaming Mayday but lost communication with air force control. And its only the second day of classes... 15 weeks I can do it, I can do it. This will be my mantra. Slow easy breaths. Close the eyes and dream of a peaceful ( Read more... )

Ever had one of those moments when you just need to scream because you can't figure out what else to do because you have ridiculous amounts of emotion swirling through your being? Well that's my current state. I'm hoping writing out something will help, but this situation drives me crazy. I want to act in so many different ways that everything is ( Read more... )

...that I realize life catches up with me and I have new decisions to make. This whole getting older, taking charge of relationships, and being responsible definetly not a favorite rite of passage. And these problems always come down to boys. Somehow I have the rest of my life in order... but not them ( Read more... )

Seriously, this free time thing doesn't work so well with me! I need an outlet for my neuroticness!

wow.... interesting night. Still figuring out how to respond cause i'm not quite sure what happened.

I always find myself here after some long break, and find the need to mention that its been absolutely forever since i've updated. Truth is I always read things and just never write. I need that whole creative spark feeling and then when i do get it and attempt to write... i blank out. Such is the case again. I could do the whole update on my life ( Read more... )