i feel like i made the biggest mistake of my life when i pushed you out of it.

god.  i'm a fucking idiot.

i'm just so tired.

i'm getting off the merry-go-round at this stop.
i'm walking across the bridge, turning around,
and lighting it with a match.

"we'll see what happens."  he says ( Read more... )

i've been doing some rearranging of my life lately ( Read more... )

i got tattooed yesterday.
ribs style.
shit fucking hurt.

all smiles lately.
it's nice.

smitten ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about you a lot lately.
i've heard you're doing really well.
that you are back in school.
i've always believed you had a ton of potential,
and i'm glad you're using it to yr best advantage.
if i could speak to you, i'd tell you that i'm proud of you.
i always was.

work was crazy nuts today, but i love it. 
i didn't even get a chance to ( Read more... )

i've spent most of my life out of balance, quite apparently ( Read more... )