I figured a lot had changed for me, but nothing has... I mean that in both negative and positive ways. I failed this semester. How's your summer starting...

( Next stop: spinsterdom and disappointment! )

I went. I WENT. I WENT!

Annnnnnd it was wonderful. Everything is Arcade Fire and nothing hurts!

Actually that's a lie. I'm seriously sick and weak. I've been terribly ill for the last five days. And it's the first time in a long time work has scheduled me to do anything beyond two shifts- theater your timing is always inconvenient. Dude, I've been so ( Read more... )

I've been re-reading and deleting some entries on here. I've tried my best to fix some surface errors I found in past entries, but I'm not promising anything but my usual brand of erratic writing. Ha, I would never make it as an editor. I'm so terrible at this.

Sleep schedule hasn't improved. Eating habits have slightly improved, but the sleep ( Read more... )

I'M COMPILING A FANTASY CAST FOR SLOPPY FIRSTS/SECOND HELPINGS.

God help us all.

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I KNOW THIS MATTERS TO SOMEONE... Wait, no just me.

 I stopped listening to Coldplay long enough to feel sane again. You'd be surprised how hard that was. Actually it wasn't that hard, I'm just lazy. But you would understand if you felt how cold it was around here. Now this Adele song is on repeat because I love Donald Glover (he #can get it).

It's three weeks later. I'm twenty-three and things are ( Read more... )

Everything is up in the air.
school, dropping out, tuition, money, debt, love, hate, full hearts, broken hearts, sweet dreams, no sleep,
moving, staying, communications, failures, successes, happiness, depression, loss, motivation,
opportunities, risks, art, passion, jobs, unemployment, cars, forward, backward, anxiety, esteem, appetite,..

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UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, That finale to the Walking Dead was lame. I can't believe I have to wait a year to see what happens after the CDC bombing. OH, wait zombies are still taking over the world, ok!

Hey in case it wasn't already apparent I have stress in my life and I'm using television to escape my real responsibilities. It's ( Read more... )

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Its been no secret lately that I've been a real crab apple around here. I took it to new stupid levels a few days ago when my roommate dried my laundry on permenant press instead of the low heat option. Nothing happened to my clothes, but the way I acted was childish and so passive aggressive, it even fucked messed with my mind. I'm aware that ( Read more... )

I saw the Deathly Hallows today. I braved Utah's biggest snow bilzzard ever to do so. Oh, I'm sorry that's sarcasm- it was just that everywhere I went the tv was telling me to GTFO and bunker down for the next ice age which didn't happen. My power went out but whatever I had my fish flashlight and pop tarts. So, there was no blizzard but merely ( Read more... )