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I don't share with my friends much (if any) of the pain and crazy and awful thoughts and such that drive my behaviour, because (a) I'm not sure how they'll react (a minor reason); and (b) I hatehateHATE the idea of being the burdensome friend, the one who's always dragging everybody down, who everybody likes and genuinely wants to help but it's so

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[robinabox]

you know, sometimes i feel just as hermitudinal as you describe, but the thing is that you aren't "something" that needs resolution; friends who care actually WANT you to feel happy/better/whatever. It's not just an obligation, I mean. I realize that this has little clout, if any, but honestly you will find people who understand what you mean/say and you will be "whole and happy" at some point in your life. I've probably talked to you for approx. 20 minutes of my entire existence, but I know that you're intelligent, articulate, and funny, and that means a lot! Dismiss what you will, but I think that a lot of what you said in this entry is wrong in its views and...ugh...I don't even know where I'm going with this. In all actuality, I shouldn't post this comment, but I will anyway.

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:)