Долго не могла догнать,как здесь написать)
Потом-таки увидела...

Всё поменялось!
Я поменялась, стараюсь не западать так сильно на людей, как раньше, но... почему-то все равно быстро привязываюсь.
Снова напомнил о себе человек, который пропал 6 месяцев назад. Один вопрос:ну зачем?
И еще один:Почему? Почему я всегда должна ждать?

Вот как-то так.

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deep inside cry cry cry...

don't let your hopes die die die....
(c)Oceana
I feel so lost and lonely without him on a fb.
Just it's a great misery to be there without him(

I never wanted to break his heart...
I don't wanna hurt him,
i don't wanna imagine my life without him...
and
 I Love Him So So Much!...


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i don't wright so much here anymore ( Read more... )

Last night i had a dream about him...it was so real
like he was near)
We kissed and hugged and talked Russian =)
and when I woke up i didn't want to beleive it was just a dream..
and i tried to fall asleep again
and also I was enjoying the feelings inside me...
so good and so right...
isn't it love?)

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30th? a month...
What happened?

I'm starting to become nervous =(

2 days passed till we talked but he didn't give any news.
Did he spend all of the credit?
he wasn't even at net.
hey, honey, what happened???
I need some news. Immediately.
But i can't text u right now, i think u're sleeping...
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i love to listen when he is talking on Turkish)))and I love when he is calling me askim(turkish word for my love)
but he is calling me like this very rare...
maybe that's why I like it))))
as I supposed he gave me some news about himself))))
and he have bought a credit))))
so I was so happy and surprised) and also we are talking by skype now)
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some girls are going to see their bfs in Turkey ( Read more... )

 I miss him ( Read more... )