It's always the day after i have so many mixed emotions. horrible eh? i hate it, that i get so addicted to guys. like, i can like a guy hardcore within a day. i don't know why.. it just happens. it's always pissed me off, since i was a kid and i started liking guys. in grade 6, i liked around 10 boys because i couldnt make up my mind. haha.. im so ( Read more... )

Seriously, ahh!!!! i had so much fun tonight. i ended up going out with jenny, dustin and joey. holy crap, i had a blast ( Read more... )

Wellllll i'm not in a very good mood. what a crappy..and ugly day ( Read more... )

I just watched the notebook again. man, i love that movie. it's like the ultimate movie.. except yano, it makes me sad. so. here i go and be sad in bed..
I'm so alone. ahhh.. kill me. i wish my problems would go away.
Dunno when ill write again..could be tomorrow. could be a week. take care!

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So i had fun tonight. me and dana and adrienne went to subway.. then we loitered in robins donuts haha. fun fun times. we talked alot.. then went to dana's house and hung out on her swing..which reminded me of mitchell ALOT cos i know he liked it. then i looked at her apple tree, and that reminded me of him too cos he was throwing the apples at ( Read more... )

stolen from joan!!!
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What am i gonna do tonight?!! frick man. stupid weather has to go all ugly on me.. me and dana and adrienne were gonna have a picnic. now we cant :( stupid ugly rainy weather.. makes me mad. im in such a cranky mood today. paul (driver guy) called at like.. 12:30, to tell me that our practice was cancelled becos he broke his foot or something when ( Read more... )

Well okay. hmm. i'll try not to gab about mitchell too much. i'm pretty positive im over him..i dont know. it was different when i talked to him. maybe i know, somewheres in the back of my mind.. i'm better off without him. right? or am i just going looney? hahah. anyways. we talked..nothing big. i asked him if him and his ex got back together..he ( Read more... )

I was cleaning out my msn list..and i unblocked everyone. he messaged me. MARTIN. no no.. mitchell. that's his real name. he msged me just now..
Here comes that gross feeling in my stomach again.. i feel like im gonna hurl.

Did anyone wanna see new pics of me? I don't think i've posted any lately.. so yeah. here's some ( for your viewing pleasure )