It is my second wedding anniversary. We are getting divorced. What a whirlwind of bullshit I let myself get caught up in.

So i caved. It only lasted 60 hours, and then i used the first excuse i could to light up again. Well, it was a decent excuse, as far as excuses go. Sean and i had a pretty hellish argument and i smoked out of self-sabotage and spite. Mostly i just really wanted a cigarette and this stupid nicotine gum doesn't work for shit.

I have an ear ( Read more... )

I stopped smoking. 36 hours (cigarette) ago. It's been hard but not as hard as i thought it might be. I haven't cried yet, but i will admit to some tearing of the eyes. The withdraw stuff (cigarette) sucks, but worse than that is having to remind (cigarette) myself that i no longer smoke every 45 seconds (cigarette)when my brain says "hey, it's ( Read more... )

Updating (in no particular order ( Read more... )

Holy homework overload, batman.
I'm only a half-time student, yet i still can't seem to manage my time well enough to get everything i need to do done. And it's my turn to do the dishes. Bitchy!

Wait a minute....what am i doing online....how does this keep happening? Back to the trenches.

My next creative writing bit... a poem ( Read more... )

How to make a special_nobody
Ingredients:

5 parts competetiveness

5 parts courage

1 part leadership
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

interesting.

So i revised my Creative Writing essay, and also deleted my last entry since my LJ cut didn't work and it was all just a big jumbled mess. Hopefully this time it's right. I can't ever seem to do it on the first try for some reason.

Thanks Mike for the comment, btw.

I think it's better this time though. And longer.....

( Revised Essay )

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