Ok so ya I got another job. I can officaly say that I have two jobs, but of course both are pathelic. My new job is that I will now be working at least 10 hours at the dinning hall. All I do is make sure the tables look clean and the desart and fuit are always full. So all in all it's boring. I can however understand that it would be hard if ( Read more... )

Ok so I discovered I have a talent for things going wrong. I decided that since I could use some extra money that I would stay at school an extra week (that was on my own time, my christmas break) to work a week with a new company. I worked a 5 days and got payed $6 an hour. I was expecting my check to be around $75 that's great I could use it ( Read more... )

I just realized that no one reads my journal on here, therefore I can write anything I want and no one would know. I could say that I decided to kill myself and no one would know. However to infore anyone who might read it I'm not planing to kill myself. However I did realize I few things this year ( Read more... )

So I had a very Merry Christmas, just like I hope you all did as well ( Read more... )

So I was sitting in my roommates room, just playing some game on the computer, when a song comes on. Now I'm sure that everyone has heard the song, but it was my first time and I have to admite that it's the sadest song I've ever heard. This song is Christmas Shoes by newsong. The link below takes you to freewings. This site has the lryics and ( Read more... )

I was having a good day yesterday, and then I decided to check my grades. That was it I felt the world caving in around me. I got a D+ in chemistry. I was only 5 pts at the most away from a C, from passing the class and graduating on time. So I have to retake the class and possably stay another year! When I saw my grade i just started crying, ( Read more... )

Ok so it's sunday night and my final grades come out on tuesday...I think I'm seriously having a nervous breakdown about Chemistry. I've never been this afraid of failing a class in my whole life. But no other class is as important as this, beside physic's but that' will come next semester. I've been thinking about it, and decided I really don't ( Read more... )

Ok so final week is coming up...ya lost of fun there ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm trapped in a spiral going downward and I can't get out. I have just taken my chemistry test and know for a fact I failed it. I study so hard for this test, and I thought I knew the material pretty well. However, I couldn't be more wrong. So far I have most likely a D in the class. I need a C to continue on to my next and final ( Read more... )

Ok so I'm totaly crazy now. My marbles flew out the fricken window! I have just finished my eight page paper...oh and good enough to use a tolet paper. I made up half of it cause I didn't understand my articles. But hey it's done. Oh course it will decide if I have a C or a D in the class but hey who cares! Not me not anymore. I think I need ( Read more... )