So I update...

I got into college...NYC Bound.

I got engaged, then not.

I have a lead (for once).

I hate my mother (nothing new).

I love my brothers and my dad.

I'm wearing a bridesmaid dress entitles "banana"

But here I am! Alive and hating the world surrounding me. I just wish the whole world explode and fall into little peices around me so I can just keep walking on without all these fucking obsticles in my way. Oh, and I also wish that I could just fast-forward my life to summer when I have gotten into college and have graduated this stupid high ( Read more... )

I went to work at 12, had a very very busy day. I left at 6, got home at 6.30 and went straight to sleep. I woke up around 9 feeling mad at the world. Currently it is almost 1am, and I think, "where am I going?" Easy enough question to ask, right? I'm going to New York to go to school and a. become and actress b. a very talented waitress. I ( Read more... )

We are suppose to write out a fun german poem about ourselves but mine turned really emo. And I finished early and have nothing else to do for a half an hour. I'm sharing my new iPod with Veronika as we goof off since our work is already done. I wish I could go on myspace.com at school but I can't becuase its blocked. Sigh. Thank you Leo for ( Read more... )

I am in creative writing and this class is full of NOTHING. I just soooooo not want to be here at all ( Read more... )

My great-Grandmother sent it to me...

It made me smile.

Now if I only had my own car to drive....(dot dot dot)

So apparently I had work at 12, but I got in at 2...so I am an idiot. I didn't get in trouble becuase Dan is awesome in his leather pants ( Read more... )

So i blew out my tire with Manisha and Patience in the car. I was sad an scared but thank god for good semaritans. It happened because I was going on about 16 hours of sleep for 4 days. I am so INSANE (but of course you can tell that from my past entries ( Read more... )

never felt so tired. 8 and a half hours in the past 2 days so im just so FUCKING TIRED! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I am just losing my mind right now and it feels kinda cool. Like I'm so mother loving fried. OHHHH and SATS are tomorrow and I have work tooooooooooooonight! Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahbahaha I am so insane. If only I still had my mind ( Read more... )

I have incredible tickets for HAIRSPRAY!!!!
I love my Leo and our 2 year aniversary!

So what if we may get lost in Boston?
so what if I have to go out and find a new outfit?
So what if I have to go out and buy new shoes?

I love him <3
and the fact that he got us tickets. <3