Ah, my outlet. How I have missed you. I need to write at this moment, and I'm not sure which direction in which to go, because there are at least four or five different paths this venting could take. I feel like I'm making a conscious syllabus of what I want to accomplish and really, the whole point to writing is that I relieve my brain and heart ( Read more... )

This is what I sent to John's ex this morning. Too much? (Lol, I'm in love with my life right now. I have really good news as well but I'll post that later ( Read more... )

I have never been so disturbed in my life. So scared, so nauseaus, so utterly alone.

I have to go.

I have to.

“There is no time to worry in life. Therefore there are only two things you should worry about, whether you are sick or well. If you are well, there is nothing to worry about. If you are sick there are only two things to worry about, whether you shall live, or whether you shall die. If you shall live there is nothing to worry about. If you shall ( Read more... )

Oklahoma ( Read more... )

An overwhelming sense of homesickness. A strong desire to close your eyes and refuse to wake up until everything is right. There is light at the end of the tunnel, surrounded with your friends and family, marinating in your accomplished dreams and hopes of your perfect future. You can see all of it, waiting for you to just get through these few ( Read more... )

Writing is always an interesting thing for me. Sometimes I write because I have to, for papers or resumes or to communicate. Sometimes write opinions that I feel I would mess up if I expressed them vocally before sorting them out on paper. Sometimes it's to escape from reality, and sometimes it's to face reality. I would say it's as good as music, ( Read more... )

Okay. So I watched this movie earlier today with Cuba Gooding Jr. in it. Why you ask? Because I was bored, and despite my utter dislike for the man's acting abilities, it was quite a decent movie. In fact I hate him a little less now. Men of Honor. I think that was the name. If this is in fact the title, I'm sorry because as a rising movie ghuru, ( ( Read more... )

God I love Frank. He's my lifesaver most days ( Read more... )

I had such a peaceful experience last night and now I want it back. Right now. I'm trying to keep it. Let it flow over. It was wonderful. My thoughts weren't crowding my mentality. Everything was chill. Everything was fine. And the things that weren't were going to be. And I need that right now. And of course I can't get it back. Sometimes I think ( Read more... )