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Today hannah is 5 weeks and 4 days old. It amazes me how quickly she's growing. She's holding her bottle for a few minutes at a time, which is amazing. Ten pounds and six ounces at her last appointment. Idk how I'm gonna get through how fast she grows ( Read more... ) -
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In about 3 days I'll be a mother. And, I can honestly say I'm not scared. I don't have the stressed outness that everyone seems to be thinking. I'm calm, I'm fine, and I'm so very excited. I know that my mother raised me well, and although I'm having my first child before I ever thought I would, I know that in the end, I'll step up to the plate ( Read more... ) -
Well...
No baby. Matt and I really thought she'd come out...but no such luck. I'm dilated a cm, and 25% effaced. My induction date is set on June 11, at 6:30am...but that's all subject to change now, depending on the army wants to screw me over this week. But, maybe, just maybe they'll finally give in...finally give me ONE thing. But, I doubt it. I ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes, I wonder why I put up with it. I wonder why I'm so willing to let them say the things they feel I need to hear. I wonder why after they say these things, I just respond calmly...like it doesn't bother me. When in reality, I want to yell back at them like they have just yelled at me. Now I know why they never brought girls home. Now ( Read more... ) -
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matt left this morning. it kinda sucked. we woke up early so we could spend extra time together, and he told me if i started to cry he'd make me stay home when he left, so i didn't. and i did really well the entire time. and then he kissed me goodbye, and i fucking broke. and it killed me. i bawled the whole way home, and still cried after... his ( Read more... ) -
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i think pregnancy sucks. i do. i hate being big, i hate not being able to get myself up, i think it's quite uncute actually && i'm forrealy ready to be done. the worst part, is the fact that i sit on the floor, knowing it'll take me like 3 hours to get up when i'm uncomfortable 5 minutes later. i hate this computer chair, and i can't fall asleep ( Read more... ) -
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So, I truely believe the military hates me ( Read more... ) -
Just when I thought things were starting to look up...
Valentines Day is now a no go ( Read more... ) -
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Well,
we've finished the move. And, it kinda sucks, but I expected it, so it's almost okay. I think. I'm kinda just pretending that it is...and really knowing it's not, but we made this decision and now I'm going to have to deal with it until April 1 ( Read more... )