Phew...and with just one long-awaited phone conversation, I feel a million times better. I am still really sad, but talking to Steve just now for some reason made it easier to bear. We don't know where we stand, and I know I don't want a long-distance relationship, but at the same time I am nowhere near ready to date someone else (something I ( Read more... )

steve left. :(((((((((

I need to get used to the idea of being alone again. This is going to be really really hard. It's been a lovely month.

I have been swept up into the textbook definition of a whirlwind romance, and it's awesome. But of course, like everything else I've ever cared about, this too has an expiration date...April 17th, when he will most likely leave my life forever. When will this stop happening to me ( Read more... )

I think I am going to go to Pratt.

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I haven't worked a shift since Jan. 1st. I just called my boss and asked when I'd be working next and all she said was "I don't know." THIS. IS. BULLSHIT. She said that she still wanted me to work after the holidays, and I get that the Christmas rush is over and whatever, but does she actually expect to keep me if I don't have any hours for two ( Read more... )

Applying to grad schools is awful.

Every two years, like clockwork.

The temperature drops 20 degrees and everybody freaks out. People in this state don't know how to dress anymore. It's amazing how a change in weather can completely alter your mood. I didn't realize how stifled I felt in the summer heat until it was gone. It'll probably be back again in a couple of days, but I can pretend, can't I? I feel good now ( Read more... )