Wow, it seems as if every single time I write in this journal, EVERYTHING in my life has taken a 360 turn. I guess I really must change alot, thats good though ( Read more... )

So I got slapped in the face yesterday, at least that is what it felt like ( Read more... )

I feel like writing so here I sit, contemplating everything I possibly can ( Read more... )

He was the one person that I thought would really care about what happened. He would put everything behind us just for a moment, to find out if EVERYTHING was ok, to be my shoulder to cry on, to talk to. I guess I'm the stupid one for expecting that, the rules have changed and nothing exempts the present situation ( Read more... )

It has been entirely too too long since I have written in this fantastic thing the internet has provided for free ( Read more... )

So I've come to the conclusion, I have SO MUCH MORE FUN when I am able to do whatever the hell I want. Nothing to worry about, nothing to do wrong ( Read more... )

It is so scary to know that these diseases exsist with no cure, no pattern of selectee's, other than the obvious.

I got asked to be the assistant manager at Rivercenter, and I hope that works out, but I'll see if I can take it, probably sometime in May.

Ha, some people just make me smile with reassurance.
Reassurance of all the negative thoughts I ever thought about them.
It's nice to feel the a decision was for the better.

I am right where I need to be, and almost exactly where I've wanted to be, where I've waited so long to be.

It takes years to find yourself, I'm almost there though.

Shit if finally resolved ( Read more... )

I'm really fuckin pissed off with most people in general right now ( Read more... )