I'm getting really scared, I don't know how serious this is. I sorta just like to blow things off like no one in the world has no real authority, but the truth is... Now we are fucking with the government, it is serious.

I don't know if I'm doing the wrong or right, too much info, too little. I'm really scared, I think I said that already... I ( Read more... )

i just re did my live journal layout, i must say, it's supa!

So it's coming down to days now, at least that is what the doctors say. I'm ready, we all are ready, I want her to be ready.

To know that it's ok to go, it's for the better.

So now there is more to add to the list, and to make matters worth, I can't share it with anyone. It's one of those things where you keep thinking about it, and you just can't ( Read more... )

I'm going so effin crazy.

How am I not suppose to worry, I don't know whats going to happen.

THis is so serious I'm shaking.

I just want to be with him, i miss him so much.

I wish I was gumby. Wanna know why?

Cause gumby is fuckin rubber!

tonight I will attempt to get into a club with the flyest girls.

Cross your fingers.

I don't know who's fault it is. It's like a ping pong match. Somethings aren't enough. Now im here, just alone.

It's going to be a big change, not ginormous but huge. 4 months of my life is missing.

I watched those months gather their things and be on their way. I let those 4 months slip through my fingers.

I never had no one
I could count on
I’ve been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin’
So tired of searchin’
’til you walked into my life
It was a feelin’
I’d never known
And for the first time
I didn’t feel alone

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I ( Read more... )

Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.

I forgot who told me the other day to be selfish, but someone did.

I'm always selfish, this I know. I'm a libra and that's how it is. But I don't think I'm entirely selfish.

Certain people grab something from me, that makes me want to make them happy. No, not only my boyfriend.

I can feel myself ( Read more... )

I'm so far away from everyone.

Everyone.

The only friend I see these days is Jackie. She's a very good friend and I appreciate having her around.

I don't have a best friend these days, I guess I'm alright with it. Life's movin too fast for me to notice... It'll hit.

Things aren't always fairy tale, but what can you do. Keep dreamin, keep wishin, ( Read more... )