Ever since monday i have been nothing but in a bad mood. I am turning on anyone that has something negative to say. Then i blow it all up ( Read more... )

Yesterday i had a flashback as i was afraid would happen. The only thing that kept me from falling to complete pieces, was that i didnt want del to see me that way. Though i couldnt hide how i was feeling from him, so i tried to mask it as much as i can.
I went to bed at 530 yesterday, but had atleast 4 nightmares that i can remember trying to wake ( Read more... )

It is harder than i thought it was. Not that i dont want to be in the relationship. Just that for the longest time i didnt have a conection like this with someone or even want it. I went out dated so many different guys no strings attached and that was it. It was so much fun but also i did alot of this that wore me down emotionally that are coming ( Read more... )

Yeah it's coming up to the 19th of May. So i am all blah and really dont want to be concious right now. heh, life is shitty ( Read more... )

I have some good news and some very bad news ( Read more... )

Well i have noticed lately that Del is opening up more affectionantly. *YAY* That hopefully means he is getting alot more comfortable with showing himslef and how he feels in the relationship ( Read more... )

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Right now my life is really dragging me down emotionally. I wish i could help it but you can only go so far with people attacking you emotionally. I try to deal with it as best as i can, but lately it seems i do not know how to act or feel. Which is not helping me at all socially. I feel myself drag into that state of mind i used to have back in jr ( Read more... )

I met the most sexy, and enticing man i have ever seen or had the privaledge to meet. I waslight headed and well...other things just looking at him and talking to him. He is like my dream man, i am just happy as can be i get to see him when i want. Cause he works where i live and we also talked about miami . He said he is going there in a couple of ( Read more... )

I had steve come pick me up because i felt like shit and didnt want to stay at the campus ( Read more... )