why does everything in this life have to cost so much money!! natalie starts school on tues. im so excited for her but thats another bll... and with only one patent working its not easy. i have to maintain this house and make sure natalie gets an education. i am also goin gto scool so it doesnt get any easier!! (((sigh))) i know God will help me ( Read more... )

wow!!!! guess what?!?! i havent forgotten about this place! its been a while.. and this time i mean it. so many things have happened... nothing out of the norm.. my daughter is getting so big! she is saying complete sentences already! and what a character she has! my hubbie is wonderful! he is good to me! treats me the way im supposed to be treated ( Read more... )

damn.. this is the longest since ive writen in here.. and believe me that alot has changed since then. well im going to have a baby! its a little girl. she is due in june .. the end of it. looks to me i started an epidemic.. now everyone is getting pregnant.. there are about 4 people pregnant at work.. one of my best friends from chicago is having ( Read more... )

wel im kind of glad .. now i can write away my troubles and since no one is on this thing any more.. no one will critisize... spell check that one..lol.. well yeah...things havent been the same since this whole situation. people arent what they used to be. life just doesnt seem right. i wish i could go up to west palm beach this weekend and just ( Read more... )

lol new me?? maybe.. new friends.. people who chose not to keep in touch because they are retarded. people who tell u off for no apparent reason. who call and bitch.. who write on myspace.. and bitch.. who text and bitch.. who just bitch about u to other people and dont have the balls to tell u to ur face. funny huh? how many people say that things ( Read more... )

i dont know what im going to be.. i just might be myself.. since i am ugly.. i could scare away a couple of people. i know taht i have a doctors appointment tomorrow and tuesday.. grrr.. its starting to get annoying. since there isnt any school for dade county schools.. do u think the streets will be crazy or what?? lol .. now do u think they are ( Read more... )

yeah i still have this thing..lol.. but yeah i did fall for that myspace thing..lol.. well right now im just sitting here at my boyfriends job watching him work very hard. its funny its at times like this that i miss the people that i held close to me so much. today i wanted to call you.. i wanted to run to your job and surprise u and get u ( Read more... )

well well here i am sitting on my boyfriends lap writing.. there is nothing really important that i need to write so i am just going to write nonsence.. for one thing my uncle is down from pennsy;vania... spell check that one.. and we are going to bayside today!! how exciting..well other than that i realized that i have no friends but i think i ( Read more... )

oye people dont sound to enthusiastic about me being happy! dont worry i dont need you to be happy for me or wish me well or any of that stuff you are supposedly supposed to do when u "Friends" with some one.. its ok.. ive realized.. yeah i know the hard way.. i cant win them all. i cant be freinds with EVERYONE .. and its ok now.. because i am ( Read more... )

Hey baby I'm sorry ( Read more... )