so um yea....my final is in a couple of hours, and I'm on livejournal, typing this....pure procrastination.....oh don't get me wrong, I have studied, and I just don't want to open up this book anymore....I really don't want this anxiety to build up....I don't want my heart to start racing....let me calm down now....anyway, that'll do it!

There is a new issue in the forefront for me and it is homelessness. I spend soo much time worrying about this and that, and here these people are who have no food and no shelter. And that's the physical. Think about what this is doing to them mentally. To have to BEG for food and money. And people can say all day, "IT'S THEIR FAULT." But, if you ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I last posted something. Yea, some interesting things have happened since then, but I won't ellaborate on them. I have been to NYC once since I've been up here and I am soo in love! I may go this weekend or next weekend. So I took my first grad school test yesterday, and PRAISE GOD the anxiety did not build up! I think I ( Read more... )

To get right to the point, the guy...he's gone...yeap..already...but u know, he really was never there....he fit right in with the rest of the guys...NOT a good sign...its when they stick out...when u see qualities....then that's a good one....I'm not that upset...mostly just upset cause I KNEW he wasn't right...ya know...I KNEW...but bye-bye...In ( Read more... )

so right now im in the computer lab and am almost on the verge of tears because I am soo happy that GOD is in my life. I truly am...and to think about those who don't know him who don't know the joy that they could be experiencing right now...wow.....people have to feel this and its real. so today is september the 18, and I have done two things: 1 ( Read more... )

Can I just tell you what a great God we have! How much easier would be if we just put ALL of our trust in him? wow..God you are soo Great..Thank you for letting me know you.Check out just a part of some lyrics by Kirk Franklin. wow ( Read more... )

I'm upset with myself for falling for it as many times as I have, and I'm also upset with all of the women who put up with it. Why is it that we settle instead of seeking out what is the very best for us? When it comes to other areas in your life, do you settle there too? This man is supposed to be your soul mate; the one you are going to spen the ( Read more... )

so school is going good...im staying ahead of my classes so i won't fall behind so that's good...i have a job interview at this place called my-gym tomorrow...it is for kids 3 months (i think) to 13 years old, where we plan birthday parties and physical activities for the kids (i think)...reminds me a lil of edp...maybe ill meet some kids there ( Read more... )

so class starts in less than an hour and a half....i'm trying not to get nervous....i miss meghann and beth sooo much...i just want to sit with them for hours on hours and talk....so I just looked out the window at the student center and it is beautiful...this is a nice campus...so yesterday I went to the mall, did a lil shopping,etc...and um, got ( Read more... )

so the story begins....so the plan was for me, my uncle, and one or his friends to drive up....Sunday gets here, and the friend is no where to be found...we were supposed to leave at 1ish or something, but we don't end up leaving to like 4. so my uncle finds this other friend to help drive....now we hit the road...we're driving for like 30 minutes ( Read more... )