OK...Today is Anson's birthday...My Baby brother...He's 17...My mom passed away a little over a month ago...that sucked...a lot...I am now dating a new girl... Alicia Nicole Toombs... Honestly, the hottest girl I've ever seen in real ife. I love her, she loves me. It's good. JJ--I'll send you pictures...SO CUTE and by the way, that's ("uh-Leash-uh ( Read more... )

There is no more Meesha...3 girls have come and gone since then...Not anything interesting going onin my life right now....I love you guys, If anything comes up, I'll let you know!

Ok...Day 27...It must be coming soon...

Day 7...Still amazing...I'm about to fall on my face, I can feel it...Bitches NEVER Learn

There is this girl...She's awesome...I have this 2 week rule with pretty much anyone hang out with. It's Day 5 and all is well...Let's see how long that lasts...*sigh* She's so cute....

She's gone. I'm alone. It's ok. It actually doesn't matter as much as I thought it would. My life is still moving, my soul is still searching. I've basically decided that no one is ever going to love me for me. It's always going to end up me trying to save them and them trying to save themselves and no one ever saving me from myself. Until I lose ( Read more... )

I walked away. It hurts, but I did it. I'll miss her.

OK, If you know someone is using you, you walk away, right. At least, that's what you are supposed to do. What if you don't want to. What if you like being near that person anyway and you'd do anything just to be around them. You should still walk away, right? Thats what I thought, just checking...

Ok, First of all, let me just say that I had no idea how many people I know read this, I thought that there were 2 people in the world who cared enough about me to read this crap. Thanks y'all ( Read more... )

I recently gave into temptation. Which got me into trouble. I shouldn't have given in, nor should I have been involved in this particular circle of people, scratch that. It wasn't the people I shouldn't have been involved with. One of them has been a close friend of many years. I should not have given into to the temptation of her ex-girlfriend. ( Read more... )