wow
I wish I could go to college.

I wish I could do anything but be right here.

I feel like there's an elephant sitting on my chest ( Read more... )

I'm falling apart.

It just all slips away so slowly ( Read more... )

Tonight I played a show for approximately 8 people and the whole time I was sweating really bad and not really paying attention to how I was playing...instead I was listening to how horrible it sounded ( Read more... )

If you want to know what it feels like to be me
turn on sonic youth

...val knows

Well I just got home from work. Today was really stupid and slow...accept that Leah had her interview today and starts on monday. FUCK YEAH LEAH D! (I can only hope they make boy-repellent spray. If ugly ass bitches like denise and I get asked out from guys at work, leah's bout to have some problems.) hahaha ( Read more... )

What wasted unconditional love
On somebody who doesn't believe in the stuff

when the amount of money you OWE suddenly exceeds the amount of money you MAKE by 250%.
and the girl you love the most
leaves town without even telling you first.

I really want to die.

If just keep telling myself the glass is half-full,
something good will happen soon.
Being optimistic is hard when everything in your life suggests that you think otherwise.
Somewhere in this everyday there is an epiphany...
I'm waiting for it to happen,
and when it comes to me i'll be ready for it.

And if I even have a reason,
it's you.