so, yeah. hi everyone. things have been shitty, and no one likes a complainer, so I haven't updated. but maybe soon

so much of today was a reminder to trust my instincts about things. Even when it is about my friends, and it may cost me a friendship. It ended badly with this person the first person the first time we tried to be friends, and I had what do I know, it's turning out that way now too.

I just love the friends that love me no matter what

my first post in how long, and all i want to say is that I hate migraines.

I hate how one little thing, or one little conversation can completely alter my mood. I feel like I should have more control over myself than that ( Read more... )

things in my life are changing, but i feel like I have no say, and would give anything the things that change, be what I think is important

I don't know if I think anything going on in my life is worth talking about, but some points are ( Read more... )

have managed a good couple of days despite two migraines. had a good day getting pedicures and doing a little shopping with Danielle. was nice to feel like a normal person who could just go and dos stuff like that whenever they wanted, and not have to worry about time, or a business.

On a different note, I'd really like it if the rain stopped.

sometimes I think I worry so much because the good things in my life aren't enough to make me anything more that ambivalent

Can livejournal please figure its shit out. all the downtime is getting annoying.

btw...hi

I would apologize, but I spend the beginning of every entry like that. I guess my life just isn't that interesting. That, or I just lack the motivation to actually type these things out ( Read more... )