i love you.

(and my life is still a mess...)

if there's blood on the roots, then there's blood on the branches...its cold in chicago tonight. my heart is heavy. i wish i had money enough to afford to live on my own and have a car and a cell phone. i dont remember the last time i sat down and had a conversation with someone on the telephone. its crazy. im glad that there are understanding ( Read more... )

we were laying on my living room floor getting ready for sleep again like we do every night... and we were wrestling and being goofy. and he just stopped and gave me this look... the look where, nothing really changes in their face but their eyes. that look that pretty much melts your insides. but i didnt understand what caused it. so i cocked my ( Read more... )

I'll take care of you, oh
Have faith that when you call my name
I'll be there

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ohhh life... first. the goodish stuffs.


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after two years of not knowing how to follow my heart in fear of hurting someone that i knew all along i could never truly love... God gave me the strength and courage to do what I needed to do... and now I'm finally right where I belong...

He waited for me for 2 years...and I longed to be with him... and things are finally perfect.


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i have awesome friends.

specially my bestest who came to pick me up from the air port and then took me home and to work. she wins times a million and i loooooove her <3 ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU.

my band is playing with Ed Gein and Heavy Heavy Low Low soon. that should be interesting...

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