i have learned a lot from coming home.

i dont like to come home. 
cny is not for me.
my brothers are all grown up.
my brothers dont need me anymore.
i dont always have to be the foundation.
some people don't believe in me.
some people want to believe in me.
some people do believe in me. 
nothing is what it seems.
nothing stays the same.
everything is ( Read more... )

I love love LOVE Christmas! 
I am going home in SIX days! It doesn't even seem real. It's been a whole year since I've been home. I can't believe I made it that long.

But I will miss you, boo.

Irrelevant Blabbing ( Read more... )

there was a time i didnt know which exit it was.
13 or 14?
i picked 14. we got home but 13 was closer. 
i never forgot.

13 was a good year for me.
14 wasn't.

feeling blah.

im pretty sure my hormones are having a fiesta. probably gunna start my period any day now.

and halloween? so glad its over. in true salem fashion-- 2 stabbings last night and a shooting this morning.

ive much more to say. but im too sleepy.

 i hate halloween around here. they're expecting 75,000 people to travel to salem today. on top of the population that already lives here. im never getting home from work. they're closing the streets downtown at 7. i leave work at 715. tell me how that's going to work.

http://www.boston.com/news/local/articles/2007/10/31/the_selling_of_scary/
im ( Read more... )

 im pretty sick of school.

my tummy is full.

i am sleepy.

i love my boy.

dont forget your free tacos tomorrow, kids! compliments of j. ellsbury.

my eye hurts. my head hurts. my heart hurts.

i am so so miserable.

i need a vacation in the worst way.

yesterday i bashed my face into my car window. dont ask me how. and now my eye is swollen and in pain.

ive got a lot on my mind. i am really ready to be done with school and just move on with my life. i need a job. i need a job that will support me ( Read more... )

Easy days are old
like Barbie band-aids
broken Joes

they lie sideways
in brown-bottled ships;
toothpicks

destined to barrel upon the shore.

~DA

This has been an interesting week.

God works in mysterious ways.