soooooooo

i have a new livejournal

because... i wanted some change

its not quite cool yet though

most - are welcome

[el fin]

i

will

try

and

sleep

now

without

...

being

an

idiot

it's been thirteen seconds
since you all last
said i've become the apparition
you predicted for my death
you said that flirting brings you closer to the end

i felt like a goddess

inifinite

disregard my nervousness
please ignore my vacant stares
cause just what i've been through
is nothing like where i'm going to.

do you know what its like to hate
when its way down deep inside
oh god i hate whats been done to my life

and you're unhappy....
this is only a guess

(but you know sometimes i'm a liar)

oh god oh god oh god oh god i can't even begin to say anything now there's no time i love everyone seriously everyone so much today was wonderful and i am happy and free i wants some buddha funk ohmkay well peace later.

you are someone else

i am still right here

( wherever applicable )

but it’s too late to say you’re sorry
how would i know?
why should i care?
please don’t bother trying to find her
she’s not there…

(most times i doubt my own existence)

"...I get the kind of headache God would smote you with in the Old Testament. What I don't know is that one of the sunglass lenses is darker than the other, almost opaque. I'm blind in one eye because of this lens, and I have no depth perception. Back then I don't know this, that my perception is so fucked up. It's the sun, I tell myself, so I just ( Read more... )