<3to jess ( Read more... )

school was annoying. but notthing speshal reli happend. studii hall was so funny, with marisa and bianca. randomness. lol. anyway, after school, me and my mom went to ekered real fast cuz we had to drop of film and get a meds for my dad cuz hes siick. then we went to marshalls and i got a purse a brush and shoes :*)woo. anyway, tonites apprentice! ( Read more... )

i update this thing way too much. i reli do have no life. :) anwyway, im so hot right now. my hair is up on top of my head, and im wearing shorts and a tank top in winter. feaver possibly? hmmk. school tomarrow is going to be annoying the hell out of me. nOt in the mood. today was a pretty good day, though. bllaah. alright, enough. last update for ( Read more... )

don't feel like writing.
people piss me off.
hmmk. sounds good.
bye. . . .*

if you know what the subject says, maybe this entery will make more sense. hah but theres no wayy im gnna write out what it REALLY means. .<<33

today = ali gerlachs two years. at south they had a big poster about her, and pictures and stuff. it's weird because two years is such a long time, and it feels like just yesterdaii to me. it relii doesn't feel like two years has passed. not at all. just my oppinion. hmmk. idunno. this morning i drank way to much coffe, which led to me going hyper ( Read more... )

my thoughts are spinning
i let you inside
and once again
you left me empty
taking away everything i started to gain back.
you can't play with my mind
my emotions
my heart
i wont let you.
i wont.
i swear i wont.
i promised myself this, over and over again.
but, i lied to myself.

<3i wrote that a long time ago, but it seemed to apply right now, so ( Read more... )

hello there i just updated this like ten minutes ago, but i never got a chance to say how much todaii pissed me off. ((usual complaining hah)) actually, todaii was one of the most imbarassing days of my life, but i don't wanna get into that. i swear, i havn't had manii imbarassing times, but this year, they are like adding up, fast. maybe im just ( Read more... )

i found out something new todaii ( Read more... )

today-stayed home from school ( Read more... )

i think i need SOMEONE. right now, more then ever, i feel lonley. i know you all prolly think im always complaining or bitching about something, which most times may be true, but whatever. today i stayed home from school, which was nice. im so fricken scared about mid-term grades. i know i failed like all of them. bllaah. hmmk whatever. can't do ( Read more... )