I’m gonna go fucking nuts.

Depression. There’s no way around it. Life gets all twisted up, and some people are assholes.

Society is just one giant mind game.

I’m supposed to be all happy, because I have this "new life" without all the feelings I used to have (or lack of).

Right now, I don’t feel all that much different from what I used to. ( Read more... )

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Fucking car

My whole weekend got screwed up because my little grandma car decided to break down on the fucking highway Friday night when it was fucking freezing out. So, I sat there on the side of the fucking highway,shivering (I looked like I was having a seizure) and wondering where all the good people have gone in this world, for 45 minutes.

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Last night, I was the happiest person in the world, but now I feel like complete shit. I just got off the phone with my step mom......it ended up in me crying, telling her to stop it, and her hanging up on me ( Read more... )

Leah, I love you.

You made my day by coming to visit me. All we did was watch a movie, and listen to some music, and I already feel the endorphins pumping through my veins. My hands are literally swelling up as I type, because I'm so happy. So content and so calm. Yet so full of emotion. You don't understand, how much I can't go on without you in ( Read more... )

I was going through some of my old french stuff from high school, and i found a chilrens book I wrote in French I ( Read more... )

Last weekend was one of the most fun weekends I’ve had in a long time.

Friday-

Got done work around 3 (thanks to the un-busy season) So, I decided to go to a foreign frontier…..the mall. I thought I should go get my dress for the semi-formal now so, as to miss the "X-Mass shopping season". Not that exciting…yeah, I got my dress, my shoes, and all ( Read more... )