Just sitting here thinkig about my grandma. Last night they put her in ICU and on life support because she can't breath on her own. Her heart stopped at one point and they had to revive her. I don't want to see my grandma suffer like this, she's already suffered enough in her life, but my grandpa wants to give her a chance to live. I hope they don' ( Read more... )

I really wish I was going back to UL but I'm not right now bc I made some stupid mistakes about school.

I can't breath and I feel weird. Nervous nervous nervous.

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I feel detached from everyone. Like just a person who is a watcher, not a joiner. I don't feel close to anyone anymore. Not even my sister. I'm not saying I don't have friends bc I know I do, I'm just saying I don't feel connected to people. I miss feelng connected.

Sigh.

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Honestly, anything that 2009 brings will be better than 2008.  SO BRING ON THE NEW YEAR!

Some of the cutest things I've ever read in my life.

http://crushes.tumblr.com/

:(

Stupid, stupid panic attacks.  :(

MY MOM IS GETTING MARRIED THIS WEEKEND.  WTF?
Oh well, at least she's happy.

Not really sure how I feel about life right now. For the most part I like it, then I start to think about growing up, ugh. DNW. And Lance has been being a real ass to me lately, so its getting easier for me to just pretend like I don't care ( Read more... )

luv life. Like fur reals.
Now all I need is a job.

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