I'm really proud of myself.  I can't believe I really texted him.  And he's really nice.  So that's good.  Not going to expect anything though. Maybe he'll make a really good friend.   Either way, he's super cute.
Lol at boys named Ian. Right Erica?

Hold On

We don’t have time left to regret(hold on)
It will take more than common sense(hold on)
So stop your wondering take a stand(hold on)
Theres more to life than just to live(hold on)

Cause an empty room can be so loud
Its too many tears to drown them out
So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

One single smile a helping hand(hold on)
Its not ( Read more... )

At Lance's right now.
Its awkward.  The things I do for him.

I just read through all of my old entries. Weird how much things can change. And how emotions can change. And reading them made me realize I've been depressed for longer than I thought ( Read more... )

You know, panic disorder really sucks.  So does depression, I hate crying about nothing.  Like my mom being stupid.  And I hate the feeling I get in the pit of my stomach ( Read more... )

FUCK. 
That is all.

I really hate days like this.  Days when all I can think about is Lance and then I sit there and cry.  I wish there was like some spell where I could just get over him.  I wish I didn't fall for him and scare him away.  I wish I wasn't such a b to him that one night, now he'll never take me back.  I wish I could stop thinking that there's something ( Read more... )

Thanks for making me cry, Taylor Swift.

its cuteeee

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.
And it's not the end of the world.
I've learned that it takes years ( Read more... )