yesterday it rained and rained and rained. i walked to impulse (beloit's gay bay) in the rain last night with justin. we drank long island ice teas. it was fun. dj was ok. bars are still over-rated ( Read more... )

WAL-MART ( Read more... )

yeah. so here's the story ( Read more... )

thats not a morbid comment. its just me writing down the lyrics running around in my head as i listen to my awesome neo/exit club mix. dooobedoo. hmm ( Read more... )

god i love philosophy. it hurts by brain sometimes. but god dammit, i kant get enough of it. modern philsophy is gonna rock my socks off and wittgenstien is going to stretch my brain it ways its never stretched before. its like advanced yoga for the brain. i'm gonna be a bookworm ( Read more... )

its a really good thing i have my head screwed on tightly. its amazing how much one can get from a first impression. its good to know when to aptly terminate things. so horray. thank god for that. i'm sorry, but i'm no one's savior and I am no angel. I am just another girl trying to figure out life and everything else ( Read more... )

maybe i will be more productive once i get back to beloit. days go by so slowly here in cali.

Here are some food for thought new years resoultions... i will probably see that i have more as time goes by..... but here they are for now, i have a feeling this is going to be an entirely wonderful new, strange exploratory, year for me. the future is always unknown until it is lived in the present. i'm tired. so here it is ( Read more... )

.......Coffee and Cigarettes.....

some nights when the moon was gone, dull, bright or luminescant

we'd sit side by side, drinking black coffee

and smoke cigarettes

till we sounded like janis jopin

and sometimes late at night

when our packs were empty and the coffee was but only a stain

we'd shiver from the cold, caffine and nicotine

this entry was boring and dumb. so i killed it and now it is no more. save for this.